Fear

I fear

What I once loved

I spurn

What I once embraced

I cry for he who is gone

And cower before he who is here

Descended

Into the darkness

Emerged

As a shadow 

Please

Come back to us

Where is the question?

Questions bounce.

Not

even the 

words are 

clear.

Could it be?

Please

Not again.

Not him.

You little shit

Fuck you

And your opinions

Approval

Is overrated

Necessary

Only for the weak

For those that just comment on the negative things and never even bother to give one compliment, fuck you. So insensitive and immature, I can't even believe I wanted your opinion in the first place. Fuck you personally, and a great big fuck you to anyone who ever does this. Ugh, this is why I hate people

He hides, I seek

When you wear a mask of glass

You hide away your pain

You show the world you're happy

You force a smile, feigned.

But when the pressure starts to build

The cracks appear and spread

And when the mask does shatter

The glass cuts deep your head 

The scars you carry with you

Let them whisper in your ear

You are worth so much more than this

You are worth something here

You are loved and kind and gentle

You are brave and caring, too

And if you start to wander

Please remember 

I'm always here for you. 

The beach

The sun dries my hair,

Leaving it a salty mess.

My skin is red.

My nails are torn.

My feet are sandy.

Yet,

I have never felt so beautiful.

The tightness throughout 

At long last, gone

My tangled hair

Crashes over my shoulders

As I sit in the sun

And finally breath.

In dreams

I can't know who you are

Or if you're even real

You're only in my dreams

But I love the way you feel

And as your lips are on mine

Your hands in my hair

My world is on fire

My life starts here

Happiness

Sunbeams warm my face

The fog rolls back

The sky is clear

A laugh bubbles up

Life is sweet

And I am happy